Uncertainties

If I stay my breath,
will it keep the pains away.
If I let these tears out,
will relieve come.
If I close my eyes to this,
will it quit staring in my face...

If I teach my heart to forget,
will it make things better.
If I turn my back on this,
will I find peace at where I am turned to.
If I show you my flaws,
will you leave tongue lashing me.
If I lean on you
will you wrap me in your warmth, always.

If I push you away
will you reach for me.
If I stay aloof,
will you see beyond these walls.
If I hold on to you,
will you help me find my way,
cheering me down paths
I must plow ...