Dear Baby,

These days have been difficult because our hearts seem to be at different path ways and I take responsibility for it.

Owning up to my mistakes and apologizing for them doesn't right things, I can tell from the ache in my heart and the distance stretched between us.

A zillion questions and solutions fill my thought but none is you. I miss the way you were with me. I miss you loving me. I miss you so bad and nothing can make up for your absence.

Your absence fills me with dreads. Fear that my world will capsize without you, fear that I will build it right back and miss out on having someone as amazing as you.

I love you and as long as the ever we can create last, I hope it is one that's devoid of the other's absence and questions of whether you are loved immensely by me or I am loved immensely by you.

While parting ways might wreck each other's ship for a while, I hope when our ever elapse, we can walk our separate paths with support for each other, strong as soldiers full of vision and thankful for what has been not weary and broken by hatred, lies and manipulations.

It is difficult expressing my thoughts when it is you. And I like to think it is as a result of the intensity of my emotions for you. But this time, I hope these words show you how miserable this discord makes me.

I hope we right our universe soon before the world suffers...

Love; irrespective
Faithie